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Something’s not right

Nothing feels real

Nothing feels real

I had a migraine triggered yesterday from barely sleeping and still recovering from it. I slept better last night, mind still feels very foggy. This morning I felt discomfort in my body, my mind went to when I used to feel it years ago. Then I noticed myself feeling distant, sort of floaty. I hope I can get through the day today with uni

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I get flashbacks too @creative_writer they do take a lot out of you. I always feel so tired afterwards.

I haven't been up to much today. Went to the bank and got some blood tests done. Besides that been at home.

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@Snowie, it takes a lot out of you. I thought I was starting to heal, but now I’m flooded with shame.

Sometimes it’s good to have a quiet day, body and mind need rest sometimes. Do you have much planned for the weekend?

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Can understand that @creative_writer It's hard when they take over our lives.

Not much planned for the weekend. Thinking of going to the local market tomorrow morning.

Have you got much on?

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@Snowie, I feel like I have to do all the healing that has been undone 😢. I feel so damaged.

I don’t have much planned, probably resting and uni. Might eat out too, not sure where yet

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I feel so disgusted with myself

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Oh @creative_writer ,

Speak to your vulnerable, younger self. How would you speak to someone who has been through what you have?

Compassion compassion compassion.

Please don't be so hard on yourself.

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@tyme, i know it wasn’t my fault, not sure if my mind fully believes that now like it did before this awful flashback bout. Have I just gone backwards? I don’t know how to go forwards

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I'm wondering if focussing so much on 'Have I gone backwards?' might make you miss what's happening for you now?

@creative_writer , you have so much in you. You have a huge heart and such a passion for helping others.

I hear how hard it is for you at the moment, and yes, it certainly was not your fault. Please don't even let your mind tell you that you deserved it or it was your fault.

Allow yourself to heal. Give yourself the permission to feel satisfaction in life.

You deserve it.

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@tyme, it is true I’ve become fixated on “Have I gone backwards”. It’s hard when the flashbacks return, I don’t always experience them like I used to. They sort of come and go now in bouts. I guess I have high expectations from myself, I know many social workers have experienced mental illness themselves, but somehow I feel like I’m supposed to be managing better. Then again, nobody really has their shit together completely

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I'm sorry @creative_writer I ended up falling asleep last night.

I am glad you had @tyme here to help.

Wishing you a good day today 💜💜

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