LostAngelSenior Contributor
Extremely Busy /Feeling Exhausted but running on Adrenalin to get things done
Well Life As I know it is completely turned around and every which way so many varying circumstances at once The Good,The Bad and the Downright Ugly of life ok Ill get to the point things have become so busy in recent weeks ever since the flat tyre theres been other things happening such as my Aunt shes been in hospital for a week and has recently been released however today she got her results from the tests/procedure that was done, its far from good news She has Cancer, Im silently stunned and bit in denial ,shes told me but I dont want to believe what my ears had to hear today ,she rang me this afternoon saying she had bad news ,the growths are cancer, she doesnt know what type as yet or how aggressive it is but she has it I completely fell silent on the phone ,couldnt think of any words for a least a few minutes, my mind saying no it cant be what my ears are hearing right now,she sounds how do I put it sad but a different kind of sadness ,meloncholly type sadness,and yeah its dificult to process ,her husband my uncle is clearly stressed by how he sounded in the background ,theres no words,shes seeing the specialist tomorow ,I promised to visit asap this week thats one part of whats happend ,as for other things that have happend Im in the process of renavating part of my house with some help of a family member, Not sure what else to mention right now will try to relax and zone out to a movie for now ,might check in later, oh but Im still trying to find a Job aswell ,will check in later