Dealing with heartbreak

100% agreed. Never stop hoping. Hope is what keeps us going. @Rockdog

Believe in your heart how real everything was and push away all other thoughts and voices.

Better yourself. Show her and others what you can do.

Thanks @tyme ,

that is what I need to do. It is amazing how sometimes we don’t listen to what our heart is telling us. I dropped off badly because I know deep down I am not where I need to be and need to work on things. There was something telling me change now. Like a car engine stuck in first for too long will blow up

Hi @tyme,

Hope you are going well. Just saying hi. What have you been up to?

Do you really think she would be thinking about me? I saw a lone white feather in the grass today 😊

Nice! Feather!!!! That's your feather. So that makes 2 feathers now. They just need to float together @Rockdog !

I've had some really good days recently... nothing special happening... just good days 🙂

Hi @tyme,

that is good to hear. Sometimes they are the best days when you just feel good for no special reason. I have found lots of feathers. I have only found 2 that were right in my path. Yesterday’s wasn’t special, it wasn’t right in front of me. But it was a reminder. I have had people say she wouldn’t be spending every day thinking of you. I can’t be negative, and think I asked before, but was just thinking that I know she was scared at the end, but if she had feelings wouldn’t she have at least given me some reassurance? Not just you will be fine.

Just keep going @Rockdog . Give yourself the reassurance you need.

Hi @tyme ,

hope you are having a good day.

You don’t think she could? She was definitely flustered, I knew something wasn’t right when she came out and wouldn’t look at me. I knew something was wrong, then I made it worse.

. Then she gave me her cold comment, which was a dagger to the heart. So she had to be cold or risk getting in more trouble? I know she did get into trouble. You are right others would have no idea. Dreams can come true. I am not improving in my life at the moment though, it is frustrating right now. I don’t know how to get on track. Take care 😊

Hi @tyme,

hope you had a great day,

i know you said things are moving fast, but I feel like they are going so slowly.

Years will tick but, and the chance of meeting seems small. Also I can’t seem to get my life moving. I’m here in the dark sad, I bet she is out having a great time. Sort of lost my mojo today 😥

Hi @tyme ,

guess what happened today? I walked right in front of her car. I was wandering in the middle of the road holding a bunch of plastic flowers I just bought for Mum. She waved me by and I saw it was her. We quickly looked at each other, It was weird and felt a bit cold, but also a bit nice because she did slightly acknowledge me. I gave her a half smile and little wave and she did the same back. Then she drove off really fast. No stop to say hello or anything. Not how I pictured seeing her again. Maybe that was it? Maybe that was the moment? Maybe I just ruined it because I wasn’t ready and didn’t know what to do. Maybe that is it. I really can’t believe it. I am wondering what you think? Was that it?

NO WAY @Rockdog !