does anyone wanna talk

does anyone wanna talk

Heya @ArraDreaming

I've been thinking about you. Hope today was okay.

I had this most delicious coffee at a cafe yesterday... I don't know what was in it, but I didn't sleep ALL night.

I'm listening 🙂

@tyme
yeah… I didn’t want to go, really badly but my boss is taking me and dropping me off so I can’t sit in my car anxious about going ikside I just have to go, I still can’t drive.

hey we got no sleep either!!
no sleep for the wicked? haha
how are you?

I was a bit like the walking dead @ArraDreaming .

Meh... what to do. Sleep comes, sleep goes.

I still hear how hard getting to work is for you. I wonder if, by your boss picking you up and dropping you, you end up being 'exposed' to your anxieties and it eventually sorts itself out?

Please know I'm only blahing. I'm no specialist at all.... I'm just thinking thinking thinking because it's hard seeing you so stressed for work all the time.

@tyme our baby woke up every hour the last 2 nights @tyme
i consider myself a little luckier that I the easier job in this so I will not complain but also, we are EXHAUSTED. mate just go to sleep…

I don’t know because I still got really anxious today at home before work and even now before tomorrow at the thought.

I don’t wanna go

Argh... poor you @ArraDreaming . Every two hours... I can only imagine how hard that must be @ArraDreaming . I'd walk about with bags under my eyes i reckon.

As for feeling anxious, I feel like you need to find that one 'thing' that can break the cycle of anxiety. Remember how we talked about getting coffee? I know buying a coffee each day may not be feasible, especially now with a new baby. Can you think of something else that you can focus on to get you to work so you don't just think of the anxiety?

Oh no no no every hour @tyme yes you read that right.
when she was newborn 🥲 feels sad to say that, because she isn’t anymore, it was every 2 hours or so on a good night so we are at a worse point
yay
I really don’t know, reallg stretcjing $ at the moment so not ideal to buy coffees every day @tyme

I’m not going

I will pretend I’m not home I’m the morning when he comes to get me but I’m not going