does anyone wanna talk

Things in my way why is there a horizontal pole in our yard right at head height runs from the house to the fence stupid spot @tyme head hitting height

thought maybe needed some space so went outside them just started shaking and cant stop and I m not cold

Phew. I thought you had an ear infection or something so you lost balance @ArraDreaming

I really hope you can book in to see a gp about all this. To see if it is anxiety related, med related or something totally different. It sounds like you need to see someone about it. What does Mrs Jay say?

Even if you have to book weeks in advance, I hope you find a GP you can trust and go to regularly. As I've said before, it takes at least 3 months for me to see my psychologist - oh, and if I haven't told you already, he cancelled on me on Monday.

Anyway, I'm hopping offline now. Please take care.

I don’t know @tyme it feels like anxiety and it won’t go away and tonight it’s so bad
she said I need to go back to my doctor but what will they do they will do the same thing they said last time that they can refer me if I find a place I. Like it but it all costs too much and the wait is too long and it’s not worth it most of them aren’t any good and I have tried them all

you know how like for months before I went to my doctor and got my medication sorted out I was feeling anxious every day and felt anxious leaving my house every single day well that’s what it feels like tonight same feeling it’s never gone all the way away it just happens less but it’s happened tonight but I don’t know and I can’t slow it all down @tyme

It doesn’t go away when I need it to

I’m probably gonna die in my sleep tonight form hitting my head again

that’s what they said to me last time they said don’t do it again that’s how you get brain damage well jokes on them it’s already damaged

and I need it to stop

Stupidgoddamnfucking idiot