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Reality

Reality

Greetings. Let me give you all a relatively brief run-down of a typical few days through my senses; for nearly 12 months, I have been patiently waiting for a part to arrive from an otherwise reputable local company. I have endured numerous idiotic excuses, including alleged death. So, the other day, I advised that several months of communiques and continued loss and resale of a part this has been paid for and thus legally mine and illegally either resold or rubbished, is really going to find the amusing list at say, the ACCC. Suddenly, I have an entire product on the way, not just the part. But, why all the hassle and obvious bulls**t just to wait n see if the customer is a back off or an aware person? 🤔

Then, see, I like to amuse myself on various online games to either study human interaction or just temporarily escape my localised mentality. Extremely recently, on one particular game, I received an offer to join a group of individuals by a character with the disturbing name of "Jack the Ritter". Worse, was their group emblem was a red picture of essentially a naked woman. I rejected the offer, stating that I have no interest or desire to represent such crap. This person responded by stating I simply don't have a sense of humour. Being me, I replied with, mate, therein lay the issue.. I don't find the idolization of a psychopathic surgical murderer of women amusing. The most disturbing part for me, is that these apparently 'normal' people.. exist.

S**t, I've even been quized by a mental health specialist a few years ago that stated he was amazed I'm still alive. When I questioned why he held that position, he stated that most people that have experienced what I have remove themselves. I was a wee bit shocked, by appreciated his honesty.. simply replying with,.. bloke, you need people like me to survive your degradation, otherwise, who's going to help the others and stop you all from becoming extinct!? Lol

I am aware there are many beautiful humans on this planet, but it seems to be a constant fight to keep ya head above the s**t pond and try remain civil in the face of plain ridiculousness. Is why I love watching nature shows, especially narrated by David Attenbourah.. you know, the 'bro'.. because animals n insects make more sense, in absolutely everything they do. 🤷‍♂️

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Embrace nature. Embrace reality. Nature will teach us the truth @Eniac

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Aye. To be sure. I really have nil issue being posted with paranoid schizophrenia, generalised anxiety, severe antisocial disorder, etc, etc. Because, at the end of each day I assess the logic of my senses.. and I assure you, even without their medications, it is quite simply NOT me that's bat s**t crazy.

Everyone has a purpose,.. example: paralysed children with severe mental disorders, because it is their existence with every breath and the knowledge that they think and desire to exist that gives hope and inspiration to the rest of us.. for the most part. And is the peace and overall harmony through these perceptions that binds the rest of us.

Why do you think all movies have a happy ending? Because, the truth is, more often than good, is the success of evil, but we, at heart, desire to achieve good. And that knowledge is one of my greatest drives to continue. So, call me what you will, but I know I am not the problem, and that YOU, human, are one of many that are quietly looking for help. Fact.

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Ever heard of the actual tree of life? Funny as. From birth, we're placed at the bottom.. you gotta climb up.. as you higher, every time you look up, all you see is arseh**se.. when you look down, you see a whole lot of smiling faces looking up at you. 🤣

Not so dissimilar to their prisons.. so-called rehabilitation centres, where you find yourself if you do something society apparently disapproves of. But, when you arrive, they have absolutely no issue with committing those crimes, and far worse upon you. Lol

And the general consensus is, who cares.. and then these poor individuals emerge far worse than what you locked them up for. Oh my God.. I just have to laugh. Bring on the insects.. where's the 'bro'? 🤪

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Like, seriously.. do the majority (those in charge) need apples to fall on their heads to realise the obvious and get a certificate?

Almost like living in a planet sized kindergarten. Yeah, I know, honesty and perfect perception grants ye a crazy ticket. Signing off.....

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And, have I told you this funny one; once upon a time, way back when I was 17, a new friend of mine was new to town, so, I took him for a foot tour of what I considered interesting locations. During the tour, we had a brief rest at a bus stop. Whilst we were taking a few breaths, an alarm went off from a house directly adjacent. Didn't think too much about it, but, a few minutes later, police arrive and start the whole accusation attempt. I opened with,.. yeah mate, I'm going to sit at basically the front door of a place I just robbed, and tried to explain the actual purpose of our proximity. The awesome officer then asked me to lift my shoe, placing a torch on it and upon noticing yellow sand, further stated, see, that's a newly built house and there's yellow sand throughout the whole yard.. it was you and you've obviously jumped the fence ere and thinking ya smart. 😆 Oh my God.. I couldn't help myself but point down at his own feet and direct him to the fact a great deal of the bus stop locale is covered in the same sand.. so, perhaps it was you, officer. Lol

That statement gained me n my buddy a rough wagon ride and only because nothing else could stick (in the officers wee mind) a charge of loitering. So, be careful where you choose to catch ya breath.. apparently it's illegal.

But, the end result at court was my directing the duty lawyer to advise the police to cease the crap, otherwise, I'll throw an investigation of producing cooked side arms during interview. And seeing as my new mate has a brief for armed robbery, whether the allegations are true or not, it really is not going to go down so well for the local uniforms. (It was true, btw)

I'm assuming it was the academic, you know, the prosecuting seargant that made the wise decision to watch us walk out the court.

And that was merely the beginning. I've been challenged numerous times, never lost. I've been assaulted and calmly offered legal battle to police officers, only to be charged with assault police, without even placing a finger on them, whilst nursing half broken ribs. I've been offered bullets, and even warned about worse, by police officer friends, so, am I truly insane? S**t, perhaps these friends and associates of mine in all these different public sectors don't exist. 🤣

And that's honestly a scratch of my experiences with those that deem themselves worthy to enjoy your air.

Peace... 🖖

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The bottom line is; unless you're dead set missing a few wires, any and all negative reactions you have whilst residing amongst modern humans, is essentially their fault, by formulating and maintaining a clearly converse to a decent future society. I assure you, that the so-called greater good are well aware of this, but, do you have the friends in right places to take that candy from their mouths?

It's far easier to point the proverbial finger at you. And, if any of my experiences were actually not factual to support these findings, well, I must not even be a male human.. maybe a dragonfly traversing a central Asian swamp attempting to avoid the birds and local fisherpeople. But hey, that also, may, or may not be true. 🤔

Amusing...

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And similar to the reason Reagan got removed, you know, because all humans cannot be truly equal... I mean, what sort of insanity is that mate? Why would anyone want to be treated fairly and exist as peacefully as thy neighbour? (Slight sarcasm)

And, if the fact that information is freely accessible and millions of other people remember is also somehow inaccurate, well, that would have to mean we're all in the same pod, perhaps sharing the same tube!?

Sorry, can't desist.. stupidity honestly amuses me. But, enough for now. I'll rummage through my memories for the good stuff.. as rare as it is.

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Okay, I've got one.. kind of a blend between the 2 extremes of human emotion.

Once upon a time, I was enjoying an ale with a family member in front yard. The new neibour, across the way start chasing his wife around his front yard and pins the Lil lass up against the car, and he was not a small boy. I looked at my bro, and just said, no. So, I walked into the middle of the street and told him to greet my disappointment. He responded by running into his house and shouting at me through front door that he doesn't even know me.. to which I replied, well, find yourself yonder and I will introduce myself. He refused.. so, I grabbed a 6 pack and as each one I finished and hurled through this mongrels front windows failed to aggravate him enough to relocate his nuts.. I found myself surrounded by several cop cars and accosted by numerous uniforms. Sure, I faced court, explained this blokes unworthiness to have a partner, only to be mentally assaulted by him advising that he had a small daughter sleeping under one of those windows when a stubby penetrated it's defenses. Mate, I almost cried.. and the Magistrate advised that I have barely avoided 2 years prison. As I walked home in shame, my whole concern was what must have gone through that little princess mind.

Arrival ensued.. and here's the same bloke, in my front yard, laughing with my sister n bro about the fact the girl doesn't exist and it was just a play to lock me up. So... of course, I gave him fair warning of where the gate is an continued to abuse my apparent blood line. I mean, I sware I don't share the same DNA. But, why turn a blind eye and even laugh at confessed avoidance and tweaking of law and moral expectations?

Take a look around, to the left and the right of you.. does it not exist everywhere!? I felt like a saviour.. then a destroyer of youth.. and then was faced with reality; neither of them was the case. 🤷‍♂️

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@Eniac

Just wanted to say hello, as I noticed your interesting supporting replies around the forum.

Agree with and wanted to highlight your belief "we, at heart, desire to achieve good."

its just sad the world is still in such a shemozzle...

I like your sense of humour, and applaud that you have standards and limits and will not join groups like that Ritter rude dude. Btw that doozie of a label "paranoid schizophrenic" has been at so many of my loved ones... but I seem to embarrass the powers that be, by being who I am, that they have not thrown that one at me .. yet! lol

Felt sad ... that you put the "lol" after mentioning serious abuse within the so called "justice system". I get that you recovered and man up and all that. As a mum of someone in that position, I am so angry and sad that it is almost accepted as their norm. So have to speak out. Its outrageous.

I am a big believer in love of nature ... and have apples in my name ... for a reason ... and the Tree of Life design in my profile pic .... and hung out at a real life zoo ... for 5 years... finding the gorillas, lions and co .. as worth connecting with as the hoomans, maybe more ... lol

Take Care

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All good mate. I'm a huge fan of human possibility.. not so much human constancy. Nature is great, particularly its genetic memories as a necessity to advance and continue to exist. 😎

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