iwanttodieCasual Contributor
What am I meant to do if I have exhausted all options?
Tried to work several different jobs only to be dropped off. Tried to study several different times only to drop out. Tried eating healthy, exercising, getting sunlight, therapy, volunteering and antidepressants. I truly wanted to be able to have an independent life and have a family. That was my dream and it was taken from me. I can't live independently if I can't work or study. I'm stuck in hell where everyday I wake up, it is a nightmare. My father has lived on disability his whole life unable to keep a job or study. I don't want to live like that. I want to die. My mother is supporting me right now. Without her, I probably would be lying on the side of the street in the middle of nowhere like a stray dog.