LoopySenior Contributor
Lonliness
Has anyone felt lonely in a crowd??????? as well as at home
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Lonliness
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peaceSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
@loopy. Yeah mate I have and do. In a crowd I hate to be. I not only become suffocated, anxious and panicked but isolated, alone and invisible. I fear the mob. I know I am not one of them. Even more alone and lonely than when I am alone and lonely at home. At lest at home I am relatively safe.
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chemonroSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
Lonliness bites!
Bite! Bite! Bite!
Bite! Bite! Bite!
Bite! Bite! Bite!
Bite! Bite! Bite!
Bite! Bite! Bite!
Soon there is nothing left. 😞
*doe eyes*
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katoSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
I find myself lonely sometimes around my friends, especially if the topic and ongoing conversations are not anything i have knowledge on, in public i find myself shutting down, i walk through a busy shopping centre focused on a spot above everyones heads making no eye contact no facial gestures, point A to point B
probably not exactly what you mean about lonely in a crowd, but i do feel alone
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LoopySenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
kato, exactly what I meant.
loopy
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RickSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
Hey Loopy
It's a constant I find. It's that isolated type of loneliness that straight people would never understand.
It breaks my heart hourly.
But that's alright. Sucker want's to keep f###ing with me? That's alright.
I may have bent a bit, But I aint yet been broke.
Hope Fu##ing endures
Rick
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LoopySenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
Rick, just love your terminology. Certainly filled with emotion.
loopy
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ivanaSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
Yes.
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peaceSenior Contributor
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I am home I am safe. I can cry now. Why? Who knows and who really cares. I don't! Even if I knew what it would take to free me from this low it would probably cost too much in other areas of my life. Just sitting reading other peoples posts seem so real and I just want to give the finger to the world of all those who so just love life and want to know whats wrong with me. Like "they really care". Jealousy is a bitch.
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chemonroSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
Hey peace... I heard you. You are real. Your feelings are real. We're listening.
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peaceSenior Contributor
Re: Lonliness
@chemonro thank you. Life is confusing. I was well last week. Now I am overwhelmed. So funny cause even when I am at home I still have this feeling of wanting to go home sometimes. Yes I envy those who have a life. Who seem to make sense of it all. I get so damn sorry for myself that I do not like me. I try to get a grip and lift my spirits. I remind myself how good it was when I was feeling stronger. Think positive and at peace, Peace, for even if it is confusing and I feel sad, lonely and scared, all is well. It is just me out of whack again. Maybe I do need to go and start these yukky mood stabilizers. I could think of happy thoughts too. Oh well I feel a little relief now. Thank you.
