I'm so sorry I can't do this any more

Morning @Christheart

I hear things are really difficult for you right now and I’m sorry. It won’t always be this hard.

Please hold on. You made remission once. I know you can do it again, it will be hard. You are strong you reached out which shows great strength. Suicide is a final decision. It doesn’t give you a chance to heal again.

I know you have no hope right now so I am holding that hope for you.

Sending you lots of love and hugs.

Hey there @Christheart

I am so sorry that you're having these thoughts, they do seem to be really consuming.

I've just sent you an email if you would be able to check it out and get back to me, it might be helpful for you right now, or if you just needed a chat with someone.

Sending you virtual hugs,

Amber22

I wish there was another way to show support other than the thumbs up. Maybe like FB with the little emoji hugging the heart that shows we care would be more suitable.

Anyways I don’t have many words but really hearing your hopelessness and despair. I truly hope that you are safe right now @Christheart and getting some support.

@Christheartthis is what I do - I transmute the negative energy with something called the Taoist "6 Healing Sounds" its a way to diffuse toxic emotion without having to dump it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pG-SY4Ym2NQ

You may also like to get the books called "Brain Saver" and its compendium edition of brain detoxes from Anthony William Medical Medium, published by Hay House Books. I've lived with mental illness for 30 years and did not get relief until 10 years ago when I was able to access free recordings from Soundcloud by this author on how to heal my mental illness. The more extensive information is now released in these books which were published a year ago. I have not had a relapse in 10 years following this advice. I don't need a psychiatrist and I'm not an emotional burden on others. The advice is 30 years ahead of its time and you will heal. Doctors consult with this author with their difficult to treat patients.

Good luck, there is hope and its not your fault. Life just happens. Take this step and your life will move forwards and you can salvage your relationship an go on and lead a life without unnecessary suffering

@Former-Member thank you!!

@Bow @amber22 @Captain24 @tyme Thank you all for your support. I survives a crisis last night. It was terrifying and I never want to do it again. Suicide is not the answer. I will keep striving forward.

Hi @Christheart ,

It sounds like it have been very difficult.

Continue to press on. You can do it. We are here to support you.

I hear it is hard now, but there is so much for you to look forward to. You've been well for so long. Don't let this minor hiccup hold you back.

Please take care.

I’m so glad you made it through @Christheart.

Im sorry it was so rough for you yesterday.

I really hope you feel a little better today

@Captain24 @tyme @Former-Member @Bow @amber22 I'm so glad I survived. I'm having a great day today.

I’m happy for you @Christheart