Loz_3647Senior Contributor
Trigger warning: Urges...
If I thought it would be helpful I'd go to the GP or I'd go to hospital but I know none of that is helpful. I know where I want to be but I can't see any way of getting there.
Major urge rn to hurt myself and more. Alone with these thoughts and isolated. It doesn't matter how low I am or whatever. Nothing matters anymore.
It is torture being like this. And it is sad that there is no support in my physical world. Maybe these people just expect you to disappear and then you aren't a problem anymore. Maybe that's what I'll just do. Because why carry on with this....
