Gillie1Senior Contributor
Same but different
I'll be going into a familiar situation soon. One where there's a lot of hope and fear. How can I do the same thing but get a different outcome?
It will be a new environment but same in many ways and I have a whole lot of baggage going in with me. I want need hope for a different outcome but that is relying on me and others being able to work around through and inspite of the baggage becomes leave it at the door isn't an option.
Can I do that.
Can they do that.
Can I change enough to make that happen when the point of going there is to create change I can't make by myself.
Replaying past failures to try and deconstruct where how they went wrong isn't helping.
Expectations and hope are low but giving up isn't an option.
My sister is holding me close at the moment and I'm feeling the love and care she is giving me. She isn't letting go but Saturday I'm going out into the real world again and I'm scared.
