Winter solstice

Very concerned for you, @Dimity . Hoping you are safe 🤞

Sending wishes and lots of care ❤️🫂🤞

@AuntGlow re surgery I was referred for a problem but it resolved medically without surgical intervention, a big relief as it was quite a worry.

There's a question mark over the EMDR, I think I'm too much for the psychologist.

Family interactions are so unpredictable and worrying for me, but I long for connection and reconciliation. Perhaps I have some BPD or ASD traits, perhaps family do, perhaps we all do. I don't know how to reach out to wider community as previous attempts have failed.

There've been so few glimmers lately. A smile and a friendly word at the pharmacy today. Fresh red papaya with lime juice tonight. Overshadowed by disappointments.

Midyear goal is mundane, to feel at home.

@NatureLover

Testing

Testing - Tuesday morning

@Dimity Thinking of you and missing our connection. Hoping that you're coping and are not too distressed ❤️🫂

Good morning @NatureLover 😊

Nice to see you on here. How are you today?

I wonder if this will post. Hello @NatureLover

Yay! Sending best.wishes @NatureLover my friend.

Hope you didn't succumb to an asthma cough.

I've been very blue and need to get back to goal setting.

I can't post on your hoarders thread.

Did you decide to go with your old GP @NatureLover ?

I haven't changed my phone yet. Depression paralysis. I'll get there. Bit scared tbh.

Hi @Dimity , so pleased we both seem to be able to post on your thread here! I can't seem to post on my Hoarders thread either.

Thanks for asking about my asthma cough post-cold. By some miracle it hasn't shown up! That's never happened before. The respiratory specialist said the new 3-in-1 preventer would help with colds, but I am still very surprised and also delighted at the effect. I nearly swopped off the new preventer as it tastes bad, but I'm glad I didn't.

I drove to the new clinic where my old GP went, and I didn't like the drive, the parking or the clinic. So I'm staying at the old clinic with a new GP, and I'll see how that goes. Plan B could be the old doctor at the new clinic if necessary.

I also find new phones scary, so I don't blame you at all for putting it off.

I really hope we can get back to our daily connection posting on your Solstice thread here.

Thinking of you and hoping you feel less in crisis very soon ❤️ When do you see your psychologist next?