Dad

Almost everyday in the morning, Dad decides to sit in my seat. I dont know why, probably cause its easier than using one of the other seats. Its my seat because my tablets are there. Normally I let it ride and wait for him to get the hint and move. This morning I just out and asked him to, Im in too much pain to be subtle today. The last two times I have asked or waited he has said to me that I was "Not wanted" today it was that I was "Useless". It wasnt done in a mean way, almost like he was making a joke but not.

It gets a bit better. I spoke to him recently about how Mum and my sister make me feel amoung other things unwanted and useless. I was pretty grumpy and hurt when I was saying this as well as outher things and he has turned and used it like this.

Im really, I dunno. He was upset with himself that he didnt protect my sister from our Mum which wound her in hospital and here he is not protecting me, in fact rubbing it in, I wonder what it will take for him to realise how toxic this house is and hes apart of that