Can't shake the guilty feeling...

So,

My husband is is hospital under an inpatient temporary treatment order. For at least a few days.

He has been displaying manic symptoms for a few months. Undiagnosed as yet.

I won't go into all of them but most notably not sleeping, grandiose thinking and completely out of proportion rage at me. He told me at least 3 times to stay away from him, not speak to him etc as he's scared he'd smash things and hurt me.

After the 3rd time having that screamed at me I believed him and left for my safety. I called mental health triage nurse and long story short, he's in hospital.

I feel incredible guilt that I've ' done this to him' my head knows thats not true but my heart.....

What I really need right now is validation and reassurance. Reading all of your posts I know that you know what I'm going through. I'm so sad