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Forced suicide
What can I do when I am being forced into suicide? Yes I know sounds stupid, but it's true. I have been under attack that has progressively got worse & slowly included more people as more of my private information was released & used against me. This person has already had me suicidal twice while in her employment. I have now had police video me naked, push me around trespass into my home after I was taken away for a bogus mental health check to be told I was tired & stressed. The 4 police (2 extras were called as back up when I told them I had a fear of men) police listened into this mental health consultation without my knowledge. Investigation, says yes this tiny bit we looked into happened, but you were angry, make excuses cause you don't mater. All from this one employer it's gone this far, I've been hit with a car had my camera stolen & smashed, run off the road & when I tried to report it the police questioned why I was out of my house & refused to investigate. I have VROs but police won't enforce them. But I'm not allowed to play music. I have hassled the commissioner to get some protection & to get his police under control. Thanks to the police videoing me my ptsd has returned with a vengeance & my depression is uncontrollable & I've been charged with trespass. I have a number of medical issues I need to have looked at but after this police invasion theres no way thats going to happen. I can't have any intusion to my body. I'd rather let it rot & put up with the pain. I've tried legal aid but she refused to help me because I was unable to sit with the smokers. Was not objecting to the smokers, just what they would need before court. I just have a chest that doesn't cope with it so I was sent into court with representation. Needless to say now the judge is off side. The boss & her sons are still harassing me, & getting worse each time the get away with their torment. I am sick of being told no one wants me around here, or the whole town hates me I would be better off without me. I love my husband so very much & these people are even trying to get him in trouble with his boss & phone & threaten him. They have cost me my relationship with my two eldest boys by contacting them to convince them I needed to be institutionalized as I was mentally insane. This also cost me my relationship with two of my grandchildren. I was actually sacked when my mother died, I didn't get a call to make the dash to say good bye, her funeral & viewing was canceled when we arrived. I was told I was feeling sorry for myself. From the day I was sack, x boss has had no contact with me at all. I still do not know officially why I was sacked & 8 months later I'm still without a separation certificate. This upstanding citizen the police are so intend on protecting was found guilty of 4 wage law breaches against me. I only worked for her to help her out after she lost her husband. But now I see no choice than to just give her what she wants, then she will leave my family alone. Anyone have a better idea? I'm exhausted I've had enough, I'm sick of being in pain & needing to sort my own life issue but this woman & now the police won't let me. I'm too tired. I promised my husband I'd give him Easter, but come Tuesday I'm done. I've had a therapist from the time I lost my job & she has been great, but I can talk until I'm blue in the face. With no one putting a stop to this the talk is pointless. My therapy was suppose to be to help me with the loss of my Mum. We haven't had a chance to talk about her. Just because I have depression I am a freak.
