Hi there @Asf,
I'm one of the moderators on the SANE Forums, I just wanted to pop by and say Welcome, and well done on your first post 🙂
Thanks for sharing your story regarding BPD, it sounds like it's been a tough journey for you. Especially with three kids as well! It must be so frustrating for you feeling so exhausted all the time when you're going through the depression.
I guess I was wondering based on your post, what kind of support are you looking for on the Forums? We have quite a number of members who are struggling similarly with a diagnosis of BPD. Have you managed to check out any of those posts?
If not, it might be a good idea to start here and here. There are members who have also posted here and here. I hope you get the support you are looking for @Asf. Thanks again for sharing!