LearninggrowingSenior Contributor
can't seem to get life right
Hello, I've been struggling and feeling like I'm forever going backwards in life and the demands of life and motherhood.
I feel like everyone is sick of me and my struggles. I have moments where I have plans ans ideas to get myself back on track, and then something happens and I loose that momentum and go backwards even more so.
My relationship is suffering, the mothering of my children is suffering and my work is suffering... then I am suffering so bad to the extent that I have so many plans nearly every day, planning out how ill end my life and wondering how everyone will go about life after I'm gone.
It's been especially hard recently and I feel even closer to ending my life. I haven't felt happy in a long time