Aw @outlander
I know about Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome - that is tough for someone so young.
I know other people who have it and I know it's very painful and hard to manage. As someone who lives with severe shoulder pain now I understand how debilitating chronic pain is and I hope you can get into a pain clinic somewhere some time
Eight years caring for your pop is a long time and wow - as tough as that is I admire you for doing it - goodonyer Outlander - I can't imagine what sort of strain that must be
And you have been successful in getting into a disability position - and got a certificate with a future as a team leader. All this with all the issues you have to deal with - as tough as it all is - and I have achieved in getting through my studies with all sorts of obstacles - I admire you. Well done
And you still have the horses - that's so cool - and one of your sisters at least - what a life you have - full of all different good and bad experiences.
And you have PTSD and anxiety and depression which I do know about - and BPD which I don't. And I am not at all surprised that you have other unpleasant urges as well
So - yes - I hear you when you say your mental health is getting worse. I don't ask why but rather why not - you have battled for years.
Keep in touch.
Sending goo thoughts
Owlunar - I was Dec. I needed a change
