Over it

We're all very minor details in our planet's existence. Why do we feel so strongly about it, when every other species seems to be able to get on with it and be super motivated to play along. Feelings are such tricky beasts

Hey @Loz_3647, I have emailed you privately 💜

I can remember when the question "What do you want?" put me into a complete and absolute stun-lock. I couldn't get around all the rejections, betrayals, exploitation, regrets, conflicts, helplessness and dissonance. Every time I tried to make an answer, that answer fell off a cliff, ran into a wall or just retreated.

It's been a long time since I used the word, "dissonance". The pain derived from comparing what you think things are with what you think things should be. I think it was that ever widening gap that led to break down I had. Before I felt I had to do things to be ok. Then it came to point where I needed to be ok to do things.

These days, I'm very cagey when it comes to discussing desires. The same people that ask "what do you want?" are often the same people that love to say "No, you can't have that" or "That's the wrong thing to want" or "Why do you think you're good enough to want that?".

I've worked real hard to reconnect my direction bone to my motivation bone. Not to mention the work it took, connecting the approval bone to the existence bone. So, instead of telling people what I want, I talk about what I enjoy, what I respect and/ what I value.

@Loz_3647

Lots of people want to die. You are not alone.

But it's not an easy thing to do.

Building your nest and watching the world spin is what people do.

You are not alone.

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You are already here.

And here you will be after.

Only the subconcious will go. The things against.

You are already here.

You can be upset, but don't worry.

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Work on hating the sub con suss.

Be here.

It's made by electricity going against our head.

Spend time hating it.

And be here.

You are not alone.

Here is With.

It's what everything is.

And we will go through all the things against after as well.

But with no consideration for it.

But you are already here.

And here is with.

*hug*

@Loz_3647

If you imagine you are wearing a pair of sunglasses behind ur head.

It's that area, from ear to ear, all the around the back of your head,

Which makes sounds when it's all tensed.

When tensing that area you will feel the subconcious more.

The subconcious are all the electricity which goes against our head.

You will notice it more when you tense those areas.

Be well Loz