Breakdown + TW (self-harm and SI)

I feel like I'm on the brink of a breakdown.

Absolutely everything is getting to me.

As if I don't have enough rushing through my head. But maybe this is just the tip of the iceberg.

I'm sick to death of being either underwhelmed or overwhelmed. But then it's like I'm experiencing both at once. It's an absolute head f☆ck.

This is fully driving my self harm and SI urges. I've already been hitting myself in the head. I can't get out of this....it's all so intense.