my story...

Hello,

I have been told I have BPD traits but I am still waiting for the psych appointment for a diagnosis. I have been struggling with extreme emotions, mood swings and impulsive behaviour for as long as I could remember and its finally starting to make sence why.

I have also had depression for at least 10 years, I am 25. I was sexually assulted last year which has made everything so much harder, and had pushed me down into a very dark place. Sometimes the thought of suicide becomes so overwhelming I just want to escape.

I have so much trouble making and keeping relationships, it is so hard to connect with people when you feel so different. I feel so alone I just wish I had someone that understood and didnt judge. I just wish it wasnt all so hard. I dont really know why im reading this im just wanting to get if off my chest.