It's sad

Anyone on social media will know what I mean when I say this. Has anyone ever seen those people who put up posts about mental health awareness but tbh they actually don't care about mental health they just put it up for likes and attention? I have those on mine and thinking it was legit I msged one of those "friends" that day on their mental health awareness posts that they are here if you need to talk... I msged them opening up... They ignored my msg even though they read it. Why is it that family and friends will help everyone else but the person who has been suffering the longest? I try to reach out to family and friends and all I get when I say how I feel is the good old "I'll just turn my head and ignore that" yeah I get those a lot. That's why my feelings are kept away from other people. It hurts a lot because they aren't concerned about me but when it's another family member who is depressed or in crisis oh mighty lord they help they give guidance. I don't don't understand. I guess one day when I get the balls to not live they might think again and blame themselves. So for now I keep to myself and not bother telling anyone how I feel and act like I'm a normal person with stable emotions and the will to live.