LostAngelSenior Contributor
Lost Angel Returns/dealing with past/present and Future
Hello Friends this is LostAngel,just felt the need to type,its been a while ,currently dealing with past hurts regarding being a victum of crime which I wont go into except to say that I am preparing to give the rest of evidence that I had yet to disclose to Police,besides having to literally go back to the past and relive,falshback of memories that I would rather forget,avoid,minimise,downplay the serious nature of Im being as my counciller calls it very brave in doing so ,and that I do need to forgive myself for what happend rather than carry around someone elses,guilt,shame,punishment,for their actions that where not my own doing but there doing and there choice,not my choice,that its ok for them to be held accountable for the actions that transpired,in short I still have flashbacks,anyway lets talk about another subject in the now Im still unsuccessfull in finding a rental property to move to but do have an organization with supports in place moving forward and trying my best to apply for houses as I find them,thirdly the Future,the future needs to be full of hope,self beilief,a new sense of self worth,,and to just feel fully loved ,self care again has to remain a high priorty through these things that I have no choice to face even if at times I feel like running away,hiding under a rock and crying,I have to face it all and hopefully become stronger because of it all,I hope that the past will reslove ,that the present will refocus,and the future be filled with restoration of love that I so despretely seek from a relationship,life partner,soulmate,how is everyone else going on the sane forums,theres been alot to deal with so havnt been on for sometime hope that each seeing some kind of silver lining or postive reasurance in your day,in your life in general take care everyone,stay safe will visit again soon as needed thanks for taking time to read and listen
