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@Former-Member Oh it is tomorrow I am getting kind of nervous but at the same time I want it over and done with so badly like I really just want it to hurry up but you know I am sure I will be up all night thinking about it so lol no escape for me but idk how I am going to get them to take me off the order from what the legal aid person said the tribunal doesn’t care about if you are having side effects or not so that argument is useless but idk if I tell them the other major reason I don’t want the order I am screwed because they won’t believe me or worse they will but they will be on the doctors side anyway and I am still doomed. So idk what to say.

ahh I see @Eden1919 ! Well, I have everything crossed for you for tomorrow! I totally relate to that feeling of just wanting something to be over! I've got some housing things I'm trying to organise and the process is very stretched out.

Sounds like the legal aid people have been super supportive, so I hope it really goes as well as it can ❤️

@Former-Member Ahahaha legal aid supportive hahaha no way they have done nothing except tell me that they basically can’t do anything to help me and that no one cares about my concerns about the side effects. So yeah definitely not helpful at all. Ugh housing things suck they always take so much time.

i think I am going to just try and focus on my uni work tonight cause at least then that is one thing ticked off the list I don’t think there is any more prep I can do for the tribunal.

omg there is like 7 and 1/2 hours until the tribunal and i still dont know what to say to them i am screwed i want to tell them the full truth and have them actually listen but i doubt that will happen so idk what i will do i didnt manage to get any uni work done either i tried i did but i really just cant get a handle on the instructions for the task and it is making me supper snappy and i just want to listen to music and have good vibes but i have so much to do and i want to go out and dance in the rain and smell the rain because rain smells so so good idk if anyone else loves the smell of rain but like you know the smell right before it rains like the ozone smell that is the best so so so good. i also really want to go stare at the moon cause moons are so pretty but i cant do that with rain clouds lol oh well.

All the best for the tribunal today @Eden1919

@StuF Thank you but sadly I lost they put me on a 6 month order idk what I am going to do now but for today I need to try and get my uni work done.

Commiserations @Eden1919 I understand you're disappointed with the outcome. You have many strengths including your ability to pursue your uni studies. I hope the next 6 months go well for you and in that time you can work with your team towards a treatment plan you're happier with.

Sorry to hear that @Eden1919

It must be very frustrating! I wish I had some way to help you. I guess you can only knuckle down for your uni work and take it one day at a time, hopefully things will turn!

I agree with @Dimity @Eden1919 - commiserations about the outcome. Hopefully during this time your team can work with you towards getting you to a place where you are happier. You have so much to offer and your support towards other members on the Forums, even when you are struggling yourself, is a testament to the kind and strong person you are.

We value having you on the Forums and we are sitting alongside you on your journey.

Warm wishes,

FloatingFeather

thank you everyone i honestly like i really have been trying to do my uni work but i just cant seem to do it and idk what to do it is due tomorrow and i havent even started and ugh i am just i cannot sit and focus on it at all i dont know what i am going to do i really dont and now i cant remember what i was about to say but oh well it seems i am in a very big pickle.