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A weight off my mind and heart
My hopes have been confirmed!
Turns out he didn't want me out of his life it was just his condition talking.
Now don't get me wrong I know we have a lot more to go through but simply knowing he is okay - is actually seeking help now. He's in hospital by choice and is doing much better - and knowing we are at least still friends makes the world of difference and proves things about the others in our lives sticking thire noses in our relationship were wrong too and that his nasty mother was only saying what she said for her own motives not her son's.
When I got his text I nearly fell off the bed in shock.
He dasn't want me to visit just yet he wants more time and that's fine but knowing he's out of that dreadful shelter and getting help I feel suddenly lighter! So relieved he is doing OK and wants me in his life - after all his last message a month ago suggested he hated me but that wasn't true. I'm so happy things have shifted forward and I have a clearer understanding where we are. Where I stand. Heck, to even just know that I matter to him means as much to me and is as significant to me as if he'd gone and asked me to marry him. 😂
Now on to the next stage of worry and progress and maybe setbacks. I SERIOUSLY hope he is reacting better to his medication than I am to mine - I feel quite ill! However my relief and happiness at this moment helps ease the pain. A LOT.
I've learnt that I was right not the nasty negative people around us and not his terribly dreadful condition.
