I just feel so sad

I hear it's hard @ArraDreaming . I'm listening.

That's why we need each other. I'm here. Your partner is there. Your boys are there.

You are stronger than you think.

Have you had something to eat tonight yet? I'm guessing your sleep hasn't been the best either.

Maybe for tonight, just take it easy. As I said, I'm around if you need to have a chat.

Yeah just had takeaway @tyme might watch a movie idk

Just checking-in to see how you are @ArraDreaming 🙂

Thanks for checking in @tyme

just really glad to have my partner and the support I get from her, in between us trying to get our demon children to sleep tonight we’ve had some good chats

and I’m looking forward to going away on Friday

and I was just thinking about how I best operate and I know I feel better when things just go as they should when things are just normal I think it’s my ADHD, when I can get everything done that I need to do for mum, my work roster will go back to normal, school holidays over, like when all of that is done maybe I will start to feel a bit better, I wouldn’t say I’m routine based but I like it when things are just steady, I think will feel better soon

Makes a lot of sense @ArraDreaming . Knowing what is happening definitely does help with one to feel more stable and steady.

Hope your babies get to bed soon!!!!

Oh they are now! @tyme

Oldest grub came out whining over wanting to watch Encanto like 5 or 6 times, made a racket over it woke the younger one up. They have both been quiet for like an hour now so I think we’re all good.

Also by the way if I had to pick a kids movie to watch for the rest of my life it would not be encanto I hate that movie

Makes sense at @ArraDreaming . I'm not sure what is or isn't racism anymore. I sort of take a spectator's stance and make sure I'm not deliberating being racist or supporting racism.

How has today been for you?

Hey @tyme thanks for checking in, today was fine. All done. Got loads of help from some mates of mine up in Melbourne, mates, mentors? Either way just really good people.
Kinda helps when you don’t have an emotional connection to anything hey? Just took two tubs of things home with me.
Now I so desperately want to rest so we can go away tomorrow. I’m so tired. Boys are so excited, we are heading away to see family.