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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@creative_writer thinking of you and sending wishes for hope and for the SI to go away...

I hope your psychology appt goes well tomorrow 💙

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@NatureLover thank you ❤️. Really struggling right now with the thoughts in my head, just have to get through until next Monday for my appointment.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Sorry to hear, @creative_writer 😞

Is your appt today, or Monday week? I hope it's today...

Sending wishes for you... 💙

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@NatureLover ❤️ my appointment was today. I also got a call from the mental health program (which goes on for 3 months) today too for an assessment. Just trying to hang in there. I think I probably shouldn’t listen to so much depressing music, because in excess it might make me feel worse.

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I don’t want to say anything that will trigger anyone else on here so I won’t elaborate. But my body feels so uncomfortable and tense.

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Sitting with you @creative_writer . More than you realise I think

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Hi @creative_writer I'm sorry to hear that. It must be hard to sit with those feelings. Have you reached out to anyone outside of the forums for support?

Here with you 💝

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@Captain24thank you ❤️

@Paperdaisy ❤️ I think a somatic flashback was triggered. It just happened tonight so I haven’t spoken about it yet. Not ready to yet, need some time to process.

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@creative_writer 💝 I hear you. A hot shower always helps me.

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@Paperdaisy I think I’ll try to get some sleep right now. The meds have kicked in so I can barely keep my eyes open. Tomorrow will come when it comes.
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