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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie, feeling a bit better. Still feeling pretty rough though. I feel like we communicated with each other telepathically, was just thinking of you ❤️ ❤️

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Glad you are feeling a little better @creative_writer

Sorry to hear things are still rough. Am around for a bit if you need a chat or some company.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie I've been thinking of doing the SANE guided service because I feel like I need more support right now. Having MI is really isolating. I already feel so depressed and my trauma symptoms have been crazy. I feel so disconnected from people and it's like their hugs don't reach me.

I did try calling the psychiatrist today, but nobody picked up, but google says they are open tom so will try then again.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

That might be a good thing to do @creative_writer, the Sane guided service.

It might give you a bit of direction.

I feel disconnected from people too.

I hope you are able to get in contact with the pdoc tomorrow. It is good however that you are reaching out for support.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie I don’t know if it’s persistent derealisation. I experience depersonalisation at times too. I guess it’s a trauma response. I feel so touch deprived (even though I’m not), I wish someone could just hug me and help me feel safer.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hey @creative_writer I would encourage you to have a look into the guided service. We have been getting positive feedback from our participants and any additional support is a good thing right? 😊

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@creative_writer giving you a virtual hug 💜

I have a teddy that I hug. It gives me some comfort at times. Maybe something like that might help.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Paperdaisy I think I might try it. I guess I initially felt guilty because I have been having weekly therapy sessions, but I think I need more help.

@Snowie sending a virtual hug back at you 💗. Maybe I should wash my poor dusty teddy and hug it when I feel stressed. Meanwhile I have my pillows and blanket.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Let me know how you go with the guided service @creative_writer. I don’t seem to get a response. I’m guessing I haven’t been accepted

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Captain24 that’s strange. When I spoke to one of the counsellors today, she said they respond within 2-3 business days.
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