ChristheartSenior Contributor
Panicking!!!
I just spoke to the pharmacist about my options. I told her my medication isn't working after 7 years of keeping me sane. I told her about my disordered thinking, intrusive thoughts and depression. She said it isn't likely another medication could be given to me to stabilise my mind, and my dose can't go any higher. I would have to change medications. Which would leave me basically, unable to do anything. I don't know what would happen, I would have to be institutionalised. I wouldn't be able to keep myself alive. I feel like all my hopes were dashed. My psych appointment is over 6 months away. And he probably won't be able to help me either. I feel like crisis point is moving closer and closer and I have no options. I can't live like this. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared
