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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Nursing unit manager. She is lovely!


Ah, thanks! @Captain24

I was happy to read that yesterday was a better day for you 🙂 And that you were doing OK with that triggering girl.

I hopoe today is also good and beneficial 🤞

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Hey @NatureLover

Hope all is well.

Did you have your inspection yet?

I see the Pdoc today so that’ll be interesting. Hopefully good.

The facilitator this afternoon isn’t a good one so hopefully it’s ok. I have the

pool first up though and then the gym.

One of the girls I’ve gotten close to is leaving today so I’m a little sad. But she is in a better place than when I met her. She is my walking buddy. I will have to force myself to go walking in the afternoons over the weekend. If it’s not raining.

Hope you have a good day

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Hi @Captain24 , no, no date for inspection yet, it's very strange (but good).

I hope it goes well with the pdoc today, also with the groups this afternoon despite not the best facilitator.

Is there anyone else you can walk with?

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At least it’s giving you some time. @NatureLover. How are you going with your hoard?

Not really. I have an older friend but she can’t walk very well. She won’t get up

or down the hills.

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Sorry there's no-one else for you to walk with, @Captain24 .

Am not going very well with the hoard. I cleared the lounge-room floor of stuff but am stuck on the stuff covering the kitchen floor.

Hoping you are able to enjoy some walks and the beach by yourself anyway...

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@Captain24 so glad to hear that you are becoming more comfortable in there. It does take awhile to settle in.

Also great to hear that things are improving for you. Hopefully it is just what you need. Even better that you can go back in if you need too.

I hope today is going well for you hon.

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I just had a Pdoc appointment and she was so glad to see me @Snowie She said I made her day. It been full of doom and gloom. She said she was proud of me and I said to her ‘I’m proud of myself’ she is thinking of putting quotes around and that will be one of them. She wants to book me back in before I leave for the next part.

I also have to take a lady up to see her therapy dog. I’ll take her up on Monday.

I also told her about that girl and that I sort help to deal with it and that the facilitator gave me some suggestions. The Pdoc said maybe it something I could use with my parents. When I told her that I had already thought about it and what I could say she was really happy.

I feel good that I made someone’s day.

Also.. she asked about group and I said that there was a lot of new people and that I felt a little unsure but I will learn to deal with that and still speak up

in group. Another plus in her eyes.

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@Captain24 no doubt you have made your pdoc proud. You have achieved so much in a short amount of time. We all here are proud of you too and you should be proud of yourself also.

You have come a long way in a short amount of time hon, especially when you look back and compare yourself now to when you were first admitted.

Sending lots of love 💕💕

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Hello @Snowie @Captain24 @NatureLover @Eve7 🙂

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Hello @tyme thanks for the tag. I just finished a Uni quiz and will have the results by 4.30pm. Yay another course finished!!

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