I can’t cope

Hi @Bow

How are you? How did you go getting your bloods done?

We desperately need some rain out here. All the paddocks are dry and most of the farmers have to buy water as their tanks are running out.

Hope you have rain very soon @Captain24

Hello and hugs @Bow , @Snowie , @hanami , @tyme

Hey @Captain24 i got my bloods done this morning, my support worker came with me. My gp marked them as urgent, but called just before 5 and she didn’t have the results back- which is unusual. I go in to see her in the morning, hopefully they are back then.

I really feel for the farmers in the drought. We thankfully have 3 water tanks at our place, so we can keep all our plants alive.

hope you got some sleep today and have a good shift

Hey @Bow

My shift was ok. After I finish my block of nightshifts I either come home elevated or really low. Today is the second one. But we do have a tough day today. Plus I see my psych and GP, that will be interesting.

I was reading through ALL my emails this morning. Which probably hasn’t helped! Im guessing deleted posts didn’t come through. What I read I found triggering. Im so sorry that you were triggered by what was said. I really hope you are ok today? Maybe unsubscribe from that thread? It’s hard when you get tagged though. I could say a lot more but I won’t.

Im hoping that your GP app goes well and that there is some improvement in your results. I know you are trying your best and how hard it is for you.

I was also reading about your CM. You need a lot of extra support in the coming weeks. If you feel comfortable maybe you should take it to the top. You need a CM that you are comfortable to approach and reach out to and is willing to support you.

Im really hoping that today is kind to you.

Good morning @Captain24

Wishing you a good day today hon. Sending lots of love your way 💕💕

I just came on to wish you a good day @Snowie but you beat me to it!

Im hoping today is a little kinder to you.

Im functioning on no sleep and just had my psych app. She’s tough on me. She asked me stuff and some of it she said was stupid. She means well and is trying to turn my ED around. I guess I need the tough love though!

I see my GP in an hr and I haven’t had my bloods done yet so I’m not sure how that’s going to go.. 😦

oh dear @Captain24

Sometimes our supports are hard on us. I know it is tough love, but it is still hard to hear it.

I hope your gp appt. goes ok. Perhaps you can organise a time with your gp that you can go and get your bloods taken.

It was so hard to hear @Snowie. She didn’t say I was stupid but I felt like it.

My GP app was ok but I didn’t tell him everything. I missed out a few bits and pieces. My CM knows everything so she will tell the Pdoc next Thursday. That will be hard enough. I told him I’d do my bloods tomorrow but I don’t know if I will.

Im going to try and have a nap before mum rings after Angels vet appointment. We are seeing if her time has come to an end.

Im so tired. I shouldn’t make appts after

nightshift. It’s too hard on me and my MH. It sends me into a deep spiral very quickly

Thanks @fluffylight

Hope all is well with you and your siblings

It is hard to tell our supports everything @Captain24 At least your CM knows which is really good. It might make it easier coming from her when you talk to your pdoc. Least you don't have to repeat yourself. Can you do your bloods tomorrow and then treat yourself to something afterwards? Maybe like a reward for doing them.

Hoping you can get a nap and you have a bit more time with Angel.

Sending lots of positive vibes 💗💗