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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That sounds like fun @fluffylight!!

I like their iced coffees!

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Really? Oo you have given me a new drink to try @Snowie

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I like any type of coffee @fluffylight!!

I probably drink too much of it however.

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Oo how about ice cream with coffee flavours? @Snowie

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Will have them too @fluffylight

My hubby says I drink too much coffee!!

Might head to bed now. Thanks for the chat 💕

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Have a good night ☕ @Snowie
Sending you lots of light for your days 💕

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Yeah I’m pretty happy with my strengths @tyme. Honesty is a big one for me. Just not with my parents! But most definitely with my team and in general.

We are supposed to get into the 30’s from tomorrow until the middle of next week then back down to 17 again. I’m going to make the most out of the sunshine while I can.

I like daylight savings. It means it’s daylight to drive home from work and I can put my washing on the line before I go to work and get it off when I come home.

Dinner was good but mum is very triggering. She makes things so much harder for me sometimes. I know where my body image issues come from!

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Hey @Captain24 ,

I'm glad dinner was good. I'm thinking your mum has no idea that she is triggering you. I guess the good part of that is that you wan walk away at the end of dinner lol.

I spoke to my mum on facetime today. She went on and on and on and on.... inside, I was saying, "get me outta here!" but outwardly, I sat and 'listened' and said yes yes yes... why? Just to make her happy. She lives over 800kms away. Why disappoint her? Especially if I know that as soon as I finish the call, I can do anything i want lol.

Just gotta please em while they're around, eh?

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No she has no idea @tyme. I was the same I just let her go and tried to tune out!

Dads birthday was yesterday but because I was on nightshift they left it until today to celebrate. Which was really nice as I now know that you don’t know how much longer you have them around.

Sometimes it would be good if we didn’t live in the same town but at the same time I need their help with Pix and they need my help.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

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So true. But I sense that you know how to support each other as a family @Captain24 . And it's so true about not knowing how long each of us have.

Since I don't see my parents much, I really want them to come because at least they will keep the house clean and be strict with the kids. My BIL's parents are coming... did I tell you? His mum and dad will stay a year before going back to Sydney, and his aunty will stay 3 months. I'm not looking forward to that. They are not as able as my parents which means we need to look after them. Oh, and the worst part is that the kids will walk all over them.

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