I can’t cope

@Snowie , @amber22

This morning was the first morning we worked in 3 weeks and Mr shaz is so exhausted

So having the afternoon off watching TV xx

Saw MH team yesterday and doctor today

That's so good! I am so proud of you for getting out of the house today @Snowie

It's not easy at all when you aren't feeling good so that's really good

I haven't got much planned for the weekend, I might go for dinner with a friend tomorrow night which will be nice

Aww, that would be exhausting, a TV afternoon is definitely needed 💗 @Shaz51

you must be tired too @Shaz51

Sounds like a big morning. Hopefully relaxing this afternoon helps.

@amber22 going out for tea with a friend sounds nice.

We sometimes go out but they are normally hubby's friends and their wives. I do the small talk with them but not really that close.

Sorry @Snowie , @amber22

Just found DI texted before and maybe coming over with grand son xx

Well done on getting out @Snowie. I know how hard it can be.

Sounds like you have been busy @Shaz51

Dunner with a friend sounds nice @amber22

My CM appt started well. We talked about good things and she didn’t realise how bad things have become. They can’t support me with my ED so I have to find a new dietitian and psychiatrist to help with that.

It all went downhill when I told her how many times I have exceeded my med dosage and that I’ve been self harming. Now she is quite concerned as I’ve never gone that far before. I’m no longer able to email her with how I am either. I guess she needed to put boundaries in place even though it was hard to hear. Maybe that’s why she gave up on me 3 months ago.

Oh I get that - small talk can be a bit of a pain sometime! But getting out to dinner would be good @Snowie

That sounds so nice 🙂 @Shaz51

That would be nice @Shaz51

oh dear @Captain24 sounds like it was a hard session. I am glad you were able to be honest with her. At least that is one good thing.

I can understand putting boundaries in place but it still hurts to hear it.

Perhaps finding a new dietitian and pdoc might be worth it in the long run. Did they give you any advice on how to do this? Can it still be through community health?

We missed the text @amber22, @Snowie , @Captain24

@@ so she might not be able to come over no

Soo we will see what happens

With baby it might be another day

It was rough @Snowie. No the new dietitian that I need for the ED care plan has to be private and so does the Pdoc. It’ll be hard to find someone around here though. I’m not travelling for it. I was doing a google search and it came up with my dietitian from comm health as a private one. So I will have to check with her whenever I see her next. At this stage we don’t have a comm health appt booked.