I can’t cope

It does get tiring at times @Captain24

It can take a lot out of you. Sometimes I just feel like a broken record.

I’m so confused @Snowie. I started out ok then after my CM appointment I was so tired and over myself.

I get the broken record. I feel like it too.

Just talking to someone else can get so tiring @Captain24 After my psych appointments I feel so tired that I pretty much write the rest of the day off. I really need to come home and just have some time to myself.

Appointments are normally very hard and emotionally draining. I think it is normal that you feel this way hon.

I’m not ok

Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happened today?

It’s been a long day and finished even harder @tyme

Work? @Captain24 Or have you been at home all day.

I’ve been home all day except for an appointment with my CM. @tyme. It was a rough appointment. She doesn’t really get how hard it is for me to stand up to my mum. I can’t stand up to her. I’m just her doormat and if dads results come back as cancer she will use me more than a doormat

I hear you @Captain24 . It sounds so hard to be told to do something which just doesn't sit so well. Playing the waiting game must be so hard. When do your dad's results come back?

Do you think your mum is stressed out about these test results too?

I hope you can find a way to be kind to yourself, whether it is positive self-talk, distracting yourself or giving Pixie a cuddle. I hear how hard it is tonight, and how hard your appointment with your CM was today.

I’ve spent most of today in bed. I guess that’s a sign I’m not in a good way. I just need to try and turn it around before it gets too out of control. I just don’t know if I have it in me too.