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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
@Captain24 they are fine to stay here, Just need someone to check in and do dinners.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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So that’s not too hard. Could they share it between themselves? Could your son help? @MissGremlin
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
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@Captain24 he can't even look after himself 😂.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Should have thought about that! 😜 @MissGremlin
Have you even spoken to your friend? I know she doesn’t understand but maybe if you explained a little. Mine have always been 3 weeks and it goes pretty quick.
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
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@Captain24 I'm trying to do my best to keep pushing through but I'm worried about how much medication is in my system. This has been going on for almost 2 weeks now aswell as the not eating.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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You need to sort something out that’s best for you @MissGremlin You’re no use to anyone the way you are.
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Dear @Gremlin ,
We read how hard it is for you at the moment. Would it be helpful to take a break offline and perhaps contact a crisis line?
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