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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It’s pretty cool. No wonder you wanted to get it finished @MissGremlin

whats on for today.

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@Captain24 I love how it turned out.

I've got nothing on today. How are you doing sweet?

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I’ve just had a nap and haven’t done anything other than taking Pix to the vet for routine diabetes check and waiting for the vet to ring with the results. Waiting for my groceries. To get free delivery I had to order the delivery 2-5pm so they could come anytime in there but it’s free’ @MissGremlin

Im not sure whether to sit and watch some tv or do diamond art. My house is really messy but it’ll still be there tomorrow 😛. I’m thinking I really need to get Brut done as he isn’t looking real good.

Im thinking I may have some lunch. Trying to get into the 3 meals a day.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you had a nap, I just woke up but I was up earlier for a bit over an hour.

I'm going to do some diamond art once I've done lunches here.

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Have you got certain people on holidays? @MissGremlin

I might sit down and do some too. I haven’t done anything other than that one I did at work. I’ve just been busy. I have to now mum and dads lawn tomorrow. So that’ll have to be in the afternoon so it can dry a bit. My doctor is also ringing tomorrow afternoon so I will finally get his review of my scan and what to do next.

Im thinking 2 minute noodles for lunch. Not healthy but getting a routine happening.

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@Captain24 there's colds all round here at the moment.

I haven't done much of my diamond art lately as I've been sleeping most of the time from medications. Tomorrow sounds like a busy one with the lawns and doctors appointment, I hope the results are ok.

Nothing wrong with 2 minute noodles, it's better than nothing at all. I brought tacos to make but I'm not hungry, my tummy actually hurts.

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That’s far enough. I’ve got a pretty bad one too. I’m taking the good cold and flu tablets. @MissGremlin

You still not eating? At least you are getting some sleep though.

The vet rang and Pixies results are perfect! No need for an insulin change. I have to take a urine sample in as they want to check that. Other than that they don’t want to see her for 6 months!!!! I was excited and then remembered her vaccinations are due in 3 weeks! But it’s great news about her diabetes!

The results aren’t good. I read the report and googled it. I’m on my way to pancreatic cancer if I don’t change things! I’ll see what he says. At least I’ve started to change things up a bit. I’ve still got to learnt to sleep better with a mask and I have a long way to go with my eating. Not going to the supermarket is stopping me from buying extra chocolate, ice cream and stuff.

Im sitting down now at my diamond art

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@Captain24 I'm glad you've got the good cold and flu tablets. It's not bad here just the dodgy throat and sniffles.

I'm not getting any deep sleep though, I'm very weak and can't stop shaking.

That's absolutely fantastic news about the diabetes with Pix, at least the next vet trip is just a standard one.

I'm sorry the results aren't good but you're making changes already which is going to help with things.

I'm sitting and doing mine.

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Some sleep is better than no sleep. @MissGremlin. I’m not sleeping well with the mask. But now that I’m on days off I can put up with it and see if I can get better at it. While I’m working I sleep with it as much as I can and take it off to get proper sleep!

Have you started another one or is it the one with the dodgy squares?

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@Captain24 that's true. Hoping it gets easier for you to sleep with the mask on, it's a big change. You're doing so well to keep trying with it sweet.

Still the one with the dodgy squares. I'm on the last row of sections.

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