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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 oh sweet, I'm sorry you're home without Pixie, I know the worry of the costs would be huge right now. Sending you hugs ❤️.

I'm glad you were able to get some little treats for yourself though and the little bags will definitely be helpful.

I have one section to go on my diamond art now and would love to sit and do some with you. I'm fighting the sleepiness here and lots of dark thoughts (I'm safe).

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It’s just ridiculous and Pix is so over it. She will be biting them! @MissGremlin I just have to wait for the call to pick her up. I promised her a bone when she got home!

Sounds good. Let’s do this. The distraction might be helpful. I’m tried too but need to keep going as I don’t know when the vet is going to call!

Sorry about the dark thoughts.

I was thinking. You want to get diamond arts done of your 2 babies. I know it’s expensive but my 40x50 ones are $50. But are really detailed and so worth it. What if you arseres one at a time instead of ordering the ones you are doing at the moment. You have heaps stored up and these ones will take you a lot longer?

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@Captain24 I bet she is over, just as much as you are.

The distraction will hopefully be helpful, my emotions have taken over at the moment (I'm safe).

That's a good idea. I do have alot at the moment. I've ordered a custom one in square dot to see if it's any better than the round one that i ordered but if that doesn't work out then I'll definitely have to order some proper quality ones.

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Which custom did you order? @MissGremlin

You don’t have to get both at once. You can do one and then get the other one later. You will be happier with it and I can give you the site I use as you have seen how they turn out.

As I open the little packets I’m putting them into the little bags! So so so much easier!

I hope to get this one finished by the end of the weekend! Hopefully sooner. I want to do the mermaid one. I think it’s a sun catcher and it’ll only take probably half an hour! Just a bit of fun though.

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@Captain24 I got this one but should hopefully have rainbow colours put behind it.

Would definitely have to do them individually, i think the couple i have of Laylah will be ok to do. Yours turn out absolutely amazing 😍.

It makes it so much easier them being in proper little bags!

Sometimes it's nice to do little ones, I've done a couple of suncatcher ones. I will finish this one today which will be nice.

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That’s a good one! @MissGremlin You can’t edit them like that on the site I use. It’s just the photo.

Totally individually! It is a lot but there is no hurry to do it either. Just one for now and one for later.

It definitely does. I’m not use to this! 😂 But I have plenty of bags now and know that I can get them. I just have to walk in get them and walk out! No shopping!

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@Captain24 i don't want the ones of Laylah edited anyway.

Will see how the one that I've ordered goes but otherwise I definitely think I'll order from your place so that they have really good detail.

Haha it takes some getting used to. I get excited when ones I order already come in ziplock bags 😂.

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@Captain24 I did it!

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I can imagine the excitement of zip lock bags! @MissGremlin

I like that you don’t want her edited. Just whenever you are ready. It’s a lot but so worth it just don’t look through the pre-made ones!!! 😂

Sorry the vet rand and I went and got Pix. She wanted to increase her dose but we are leaving it the same for now and she goes back in 8 weeks to be retested. Usually it’s 4 so that’s good. But the biggest thing out of today was her vet bill was only $352!!!!! Yay!!!!

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@Captain24 it's the little things 😂.

Here's the 2 pics of her that are the best ones.

Haha you know I'm going to have to look now 😂.

I'm glad you've been able to get Pix and that it wasn't as expensive as some of the bills have been. I bet she's happy to be home now, did you give her a bone?

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