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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’ve just gotten into bed. @MissGremlin. I was sweating 20 minutes ago and now I’m freezing. My head hurts so much. I think I copped it really good this time! I think I need to rest and stop trying to do everything. The floors can wait until Tuesday. I just have to bath the dogs and change my bedl linen. Those two things are the only have to do’s by Tuesday. I want to mow my lawn but at this stage it’s just not possible.

That's really hard with the fruit trees. Mums neighbour has a lot of birds so that means a lot of birdseed. The brown snakes and rats like them too!

Starting a new diamond art sounds good. I’ll try and do some with you but I really don’t think I’m up for it. Sorry.

We have a long weekend too. It doesn’t matter to me though as I have lots of long weekends! I hope you get out and not spend too much money,

Ill talk to you sometime today.

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@Captain24 oh sweet, please look after yourself and rest as much as you can. I'll be around most of the day if you want to chat or if you're up for diamond art but there's absolutely no pressure. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.

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I’m still in bed @MissGremlin. I’m just dozing on and off. I don’t have any energy for anything else. I’ve got so much to do though. I really need to make these dog jackets. Jett is freezing. I don’t think I’m able to think enough to adjust the pattern to fit Jett though. I don’t have a lot of material so I can’t stuff it up.

Did you get any diamond art done? Did you get to spotlight?

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, how are you feeling?

I've not done any diamond art but I did get to spotlight and a few other places.

I've been laying in bed since 1pm as I'm not feeling great. I got a parcel earlier though and was excited cos I got this.

 

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Oooohhhh…. I want them! I never thought to look for cool pens and stuff. Best parcel ever! 😂 @MissGremlin

Still feel pretty horrible. I’m just sitting on the lounge doom scrolling for a change of scenery.

Any crafty stuff from spotlight? That’s the o lu thing I usually get from there.

Sorry you aren’t feeling well. At least you have been resting though.

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@Captain24 I've wanted to get one for a while and found that one that I loved so I thought I'd treat myself. I figured that cos i do it so often it's worth having a pen that I feel comfortable using.

I'm sorry you're still feeling pretty horrible sweet. Really hoping you start to feel better soon.

I actually didn't get what I went to spotlight for but did find a couple of other things though I can't say what they are.

I've just got no energy today, my head hurts, my body aches, my throat feels slightly dodgy and my nose is a little stuffy. Think my body is just completely worn down. I'm safe and cooking dinner.

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I just order something of Temu.. you excited me. I also got 2 more tweety kits. Oops. @MissGremlin

I think I have worked out who

lives with you but I could be wrong and I get why you can’t say what you got.

Maybe you have Covid. Maybe I gave it to you!

Just joking I hope you feel better soon.

What’s for dinner tonight?

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@Captain24 haha ooohhh 2 more tweety kits is exciting! We do alot of diamond art so i think it's about time we upgrade our tools for them 😂.

Maybe you have, just a part of my life that I keep out of the forums for a few reasons. The main one being safety especially from my ex partners.

Haha sympathy covid!. Nah my body is just really run down from the lack of sleep.

Tonight is mash potato, vegetables and sausages or teriyaki chicken.

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@Captain24 oh and i got a diamond art that's 40×50cm 😂. Think I'm going crazy 😂

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I think so! I never even thought to look for them. @MissGremlin

Dinner sounds good. Does everyone just choose what they want?

I framed in today and didn’t realise it’s the biggest one I’ve done. It was 45x60! I’ll stick to my 40x50 though. I like all my customs the same. I should take photos of the ones I’ve framed. I don’t think you have seen the Elvis one or the tiger one.

Now you are going to know pain! I hope it takes you longer to get through it. What’s it of? You didn’t share the one you just finished?

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