I can’t cope

It's certainly a beautiful photo! Maybe this time you can get rounded dots lol @Captain24

What's been happening anyway?

Did you ever recover your jumper?

I can't go to bed without a shower @MissGremlin ! I feel ewww in that I take my day's dirt into my bed.

Do you have boxes that you can put it into? @MissGremlin. Why can’t you have a shower?

Nope.. all my good ones have to match! 😂 @tyme. The cheap ones I got from Temu are mostly round so that’ll be interesting.

Nah my jacket is gone. I brought a heavy duty padlock for my gate. I’ll be looking at cameras when I get paid as well. Didn’t think I needed it in a good area.

I’ve just been doing diamond art since just before 6 this morning. I didn’t sleep very well. I kept hearing noises. I did go grocery shopping though and mum called in for 10 minutes. Other than that just diamond art. I’ve got soft music playing to try and drown out the thoughts in my head but it’s not working. I’m really a struggling mess right now.

How’s things for you?

@tyme I can understand that, but showers are a day time thing for me.

@Captain24 can't make noise at this time of night. Don't have any boxes unfortunately.

I read back about Pix doing a 360 leap for a bone - she really is food driven, isn't she? Why can't she have boens with diabetes? @Captain24 Why are you a 'struggling mess'? Did something happen? As much as I want to believe someone stole your jacket, I don't know why my brain can't see that. I just can't believe your dogs didn't even bark! I'm so conused about it! I wonder how they did it? Do you have neighbours across the road with cameras?

@MissGremlin , yeah, I get you about showers being a morning thing. If one is brought up this way, it's hard to change.

Very good driven!! @tyme. She isn’t allowed treats or anything. It messes with her blood sugars. I’ll give her a bone here in a couple of weeks, after her next blood test. We are still trying to work out the correct insulin dose.

I know! I can’t believe it either. Then the fact that none of the three even heard it. I was sitting at the back door with it open and didn’t hear a thing. The hole was there where I had hung it. It hadn’t blown off as the rest of the clothes weren’t bunched up like in the wind. Plus it wasn’t windy. I checked my washing basket in case I for I had taken it off. I checked the washing machine even though I clearly remember hanging it up. The sleeves were really wet and I wasn’t sure it was going to dry. Most of my immediate neighbours that could have had footage rent so there’s no cameras.

Nothing else has happened. I’m just struggling really badly with thoughts and not hrs good kind. I’ve had enough of living, it’s just too hard.

Sounds like a strict place to live @MissGremlin. I find showers can be helpful. Do you have grocery shopping bags that you could put it all into? Just need it for the inspection and the you can set it all back up again.

@tyme i don't even remember when I used to have showers when I was younger. But cos I have thick, long hair I've never had showers at night time cos it takes forever to dry.

What was so special about this jacket @Captain24 ? I don't even know what to say... that people could stoop so low to do such a thing. That's sad....

I"m sorry you feel so bad tonight. What is something you can do tonight to helo you through?

Also, what bones are you giving Pix? I thought they were just chicken wing bones or something. Or is it those smoked ones?