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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hey @Captain24 . Good to see you!

Hey @EternalFlower

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Hey @tyme

How has your day been?

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I completely get this... do you have any nature near your house? @Captain24

She sounds lovely. 🥰

And it seems like water really allows for calm in your body (hence my question above).

That sounds so scary!! I don't drive...yet haha so I commend you for braving the roads.

I am quite busy at the moment with study and work. Things with the roommate are going really well - we have found a sense of homogeny! I am doing a showgirl style class at the moment, but no shows at this stage. I am thinking of writing something for next year. I just spent some time singing earlier and it was really nice. 🥹

Currently baking some vegetables and chicken! What did you make for dinner?

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Everything nature around here has brown snakes and I’m too scared to go near them. @AuntGlow So it’s hard. Mum had an encounter with a baby brown yesterday while walking my dogs, in the local park! She saw it at the last minute, dad had Pix and didn’t even see it. That’s why I’m scared of them walking them.

It’s just pretty much second nature. If you want to get anywhere you have to drive. There is no public transport. Just one bus a day that goes to the next town to catch a train to Sydney. That’s it. No getting to the other towns around unless you drive.

Im glad it’s all working out. I love showgirl still but im not good at it. They gave me a showgirl tap solo and I could never get the right vibe but I got the funky, rock solo!

Writing something sounds really good. Not easy though!

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Just catching up @Captain24 on all the posts! Geez! Feels like I have connected in yonks!

I'm missing something though... the Fork theory. What's that?

I know the spoon theory, but I'm sure the spoon theory didn't turn into the fork theory so I must've missed the post!

I LOVEEEEEE the beach photos!

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The beach was so good @tyme. It was a pretty good day all round.

It has been ages. I have missed you!


I hope this works. @Jynx shared it. I’m sure you will resonate with it too.

If you google mental health cutlery there is a list of things.

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Yes, It has been ages @Captain24

The pic is so small. I'm not sure I can see it.

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I tried to copy and paste it from the post. Just google it when you get time. There is a few things and it makes a lot of sense. @tyme Its really interesting.

What exciting things have you been up to? Do you still see that family you were helping?

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Ohhh!!!! I can see it now! I've pumped it up REAL big! Totally makes sense! I have had a few forks in me today... but not enough to tip me over @Captain24

You?

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I only really had one fork today. @tyme. We have discussed it. My psych actually talked about spoons yesterday and I’m taking spoons from the upcoming days and that’s why I keep struggling so much. That’s why I’m exhausted.

Do you want to talk about your forks?

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