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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Helllo @Captain24 🙂

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Sorry @Bow I did t see this until now. I missed it when I woke up this morning and have only just gotten home.

I didn’t know that they don’t melt. That’s really interesting. My adhd brain wants to research it but by the time I actually have time my ash’s brain will have forgotten!!

So if u wont melt that means im not a wicked witch!! 😂

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Hello @tyme. I only just got home. How are you?

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Sorry.. I fell asleep last night and I’ve only just gotten home @AuntGlow

I’ll just wait and see. I won’t know for about 2 weeks apparently.

I did manage to slow down yesterday. I did everything in the morning and did another 3d puzzle in the afternoon of a bus.

Im glad it makes sense. Are you going to look into getting diagnosed?

 

 

  

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How was everything today @Captain24 ?

The last 2 days, I've been working on these 3D blocks. It's a step up from lego. @Former-Member introduced me to them, and I'm rapt. Lego was getting too easy. So I got these blocks that click in and you use a mallet to hammer the pieces together.

A bit like this: https://www.amazon.com.au/Neacole-Building-7220PCS-Birthday-Valentines/dp/B0DTHR3L71/ref=sr_1_5?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.RvIwfwaYAOB2qDqIbaZUjL2XJJUUMvPH-IEGWitGIehl2KIsRW4h2Fl7f2QnoqMsix5k0x8SXrkPzuf6UXCWNZIIetVvGUXwusEo12C8e-y4wVE8n-VGS2oBcqF4TDSpXixKzeiaZid4T4SsGQGZ1SPkpwTcpk-XBNhx4o4dizw54_3ikFFxXcpPMKAg6l-GqWHPDasShtKr2vXsdfLPa05AqLUz78CB_v0givaK5qqBlwuou0_xlyAnNnhI4Ky1yACQ41EOukv_9MhkZYaJmibxoWIjcHjCoEYiRZ16lI4.snh8ns6uV-Cg1cf6wnNUQTbl9kKmZ29RMBFLenvNnaI&dib_tag=se&keywords=3d%2Bbuilding%2Bblocks&qid=1761728952&sr=8-5&th=1

But I made a basketball. I can't get a photo using my laptop, but I'll endeavour to get one and send it through.

@Former-Member , how's your construction bears going?

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Are they resin coasters @Captain24 ? I LOVE coasters

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It was ok. It’s really wet out there so from my knees down I’m covered in mud! I hate being dirty! @tyme.

I hurt my stitches so many times. I never realised how much you use the inside of your wrist. It’s so sore now.

I did see them but I don’t want to start another thing just yet. I also ordered 5 more Lego kits! Plus all the stuff I got while I was on holidays and when I went over to my appointment on Monday. I’m glad you are enjoying them though and I’m glad you are doing some self care!

Do send it through when you can. I’d love to see it.

I had an entire self care day on Sunday. I didn’t do any chores just my own stuff. I did two Lego kits, the resin coasters, and a 3D puzzle and then I allowed myself to do the bus 3D puzzle yesterday afternoon! I’m really trying.

Yes.. coasters. I got some moulds in a leaf shape so I’m going to give them a go when I get sometime. Plus I got holographic ones to do. I have heaps of coasters! I want to try and do different ones with a mix of colours and see how they turn out!

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That's okay! Welcome back. How are you feeling today? 💛 @Captain24

We will be here when you find out. ☺️

Oh, that bus is SO cute. Do you find puzzles relaxing?

Yes, I definitely will when I have the money/time! Was yours a long process in the end?

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I’m feeling a bit out of sorts still @AuntGlow. Work was a distraction though even though it was pretty quiet. I’ve been really tired all day but I checked and my period is due in a couple of days so that may explain my tiredness. It feels like only yesterday that I had them. At least with the IUD I shouldn’t get them anymore.

I hate jigsaw puzzles but these are different as they tell you where to put the pieces. I’ve got harder ones that I haven’t done so I might get one of them out.

Mine was a different process. My psych picked it up as she got diagnosed late last year. So I said I’d look into it and she recommended where to go for a Pdoc. I filled out all the paperwork for the first appointment and she decided in that first appointment that it was a big possibility but she wanted me to come off one of my medications first and that took a while. Then when I saw her after that that’s when I ended up with bit diagnosis. So I think it would have taken 2 appointments of it all worked out the way it should have.

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Have I done something wrong @tyme ?

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