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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 hoping today was a little better for you.

Sending some strength your way

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Hey @Captain24 - how are you today?

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Hi @tyme.

Sorry I was taking a break for a couple of days.

Ive been struggling a bit still. I’ve been pretty deeply depressed but not suicidal. I’ve hurt my back really badly again so it’s really affecting me greatly.

Hope you have been well

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Thanks @Snowie

I’m starting to find some strength to get through. I am slowly coming through to the other side. I just needed a little time away.

Thank you for your support.

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@Captain24 you show so much strength to get through all of this.

Take all the time you need, we will be here for you when you are ready.

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So I was on the peer group chat tonight. I’m proud of myself because it’s the first one that I’ve gotten to the end of. My social phobia prevents me from joining in. But today I did it. I guess that’s a win.

I have been able to reflect on how far I have come. I still have a lot to change especially my massive negative self-talk. But after 45 years of it, it is going to take a longtime to relearn. However I’m open to it so I guess that’s a start.

I have a friend who has just found out that her husband of 25yrs cheated on her. I was able to guide her through her pain and grief. I was able to solely just listen when that’s what she needed. A few months ago I wouldn’t have been able to help. I am so proud that I am able to be the support that she needs.

I am making a lot of progress even though I don’t always see it.

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Hey @tyme .

I got an email to say the guided service is now available in my area

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That is awesome @Captain24 I’m so proud of your achievements so far,

💙💙💙

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Oooooooo!!!! That's super @Captain24 ! I hope you get in soon. Do you know how to self-refer?

As for your accomplishment today... wow! I'm stoked!

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Thanks @Eve7. I’ve still got a long way to go but definitely making progress.

Hope your day goes well and that you enjoy the wedding.

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