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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I’m feeling so tired. I feel like I can’t function today. I have things to do like bath the dogs but it’s so hard to push myself to do it. I have to do it though as I changed my bed linen so I need the dogs clean too. I just want to curl up in a ball and forget that I exist. I don’t want there to be a today. I don’t want to be alive today.

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Ru-beeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 here with you 💜

I need to wash Toby too today, maybe we can be accountability buddies? Though I'll have to wait until after work to wash him as it takes to long to do on my lunch break.

I've got a bit of mandatory training I have to get through today but I can check in when I can today to see how it's going if that helps?

Just take it one thing at a time, go gently

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Thanks @Ru-bee. It feels like a really hard day and I feel alone.

Ive gotten everything ready for the bath. I don’t want to do it. It takes so long to do both of them. But with you behind me maybe I can talk myself into it.

Thanks for helping me. I’ve been really difficult for you all lately. I’m really sorry.

Hope the training goes well

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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They are bathed. @Ru-bee. Not fully dry close though but I just didn’t have it in me. The weather is ok so they will finish off shortly.

Just waiting for lunch and then I think I’ll just go back to bed. I’m really not ok today. It’s a real struggle.

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Go you @Captain24! I get it, we all have off days. If you need to retreat to bed today maybe that's okay!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey @Ru-bee

I’ve been asleep for the last couple of hours. I just woke up and I wish I hadn’t. It hasn’t helped at all.

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 I'm sorry that having a nap didn't help. What are you doing this afternoon? Is there anything that might bring even a bit of comfort to this hard day?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m just staring at a blank tv screen. @Ru-bee. I really don’t have anything.

I just got a quote to get my car fixed and it’s $2000

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Ru-beeModerator

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Oh no, I've been avoiding to take mine because I think I'm going to get a similar bill @Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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That’s just the damage from the roo. That’s not the service that it needs. @Ru-bee. I’m just hoping it passes the pink slip or I’m f@cked.

It’s just added to everything else. Everything is falling apart. I’m falling apart.

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