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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Whipper snippered the front yard and mowed it. No snakes hiding in there now!

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Heya @Captain24

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Hey @tyme

How was your day?

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Busy busy busy today @Captain24 ... just having unplanned things I have to do.

You know? Those things that just happen and you have to see them because they can't wait? Yeah... those things. Which means nothing from my sticky notes got done. Grrrr!!!!

Anyway, my niece is having a bday thing at the park tomorrow. After I clock off here, I'm going to go help them prepare.

Did you get your garden and cleaning behind the white goods sorted?

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I hate those things. They ruin my day and my plans and I’m not dealing well with that at the moment. @tyme

Those sticky notes are going to haunt you! With the birthday party tomorrow you won’t have time again. Are you working Sunday night? Maybe you could get some done then if you aren’t.

Oh.. the birthday party prep. That sounds like it could be difficult. Your niece will want to help!!!

I moved the washing machine and dryer and did those and cleaned the laundry. Nans husband turned up with the sewing table as I was whipper snippering the front. He wanted to do it for me and now my lawn! He is 94! I told him no…

O also started doing the backyard with the whipper snippering but it was annoying me so I gave up. The cord kept running out because it wouldn’t feed. I had an idea while I was in the shower but it’ll just have to wait until tomorrow. Plus I can’t mow it all as I’m running out of bin space, I’ll do what I can though. Then most of the day will be mine!!

I’ve just started a new Lego kit. I’m so so sore from today though.

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Wow... what a BIG day for you! And no... I totally agree that I wouldn't let a 94 yr old to do my lawns lol. @Captain24

I actually can't find those sitcky notes! I hope I haven't lost them!

But I will be determined to get that stuff done. Did you know there is a range of stationery called Get Sh*t Done (GSD)? I used to have the notebooks and stuff lol.

With your whipper snipper, it's electric? Or do you mean the whipper snipper line? I have an electric (battery) one that uses blades.... it's not the best.

What's your new lego kit?

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Oh no.. the missing notes. I hope you find them @tyme.

Yeah.. I’m exhausted but a good exhausted. I feel like I’ve accomplished something.

Yeah the cord. I think I know how to fix it so I’ll see what tomorrow brings. Yes it’s electric. So so easy to start! I can never start dads and have a tantrum. Plus this line is self feeding so I don’t have to wrap it around the spool!

I got told not to get the blades as doing near the house would break them. They do sound easier though!

Im building Simba from the lion king. I’ve had it for a while.

Hows Ruby going? You haven’t said much about her lately.

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So good to hear you feel more accomplished today. It's a really great feeling. I'm still waiting for that moment - once my sitcky notes are clear @Captain24

Ruby's been pretty okay but I haven't spent as much time with her. I've been pretty busy. I can't wait until daylight savings begins again. We can play outside more.

The simba lego sounds so cool!

After you have made them, would you consider undoing them, putting them in ziplock bags and then redoing them at a later time?

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Yea but then you’ll have more sticky notes. Maybe just do a couple of things and then allow yourself to unwind @tyme. If only I’d follow my own advice!

I do feel good. Could be an early night!

Do the kids spend time with her? Do you miss her? Mine are just both asleep at the moment. They haven’t slept much all day. If it was daylight savings I’d still be going with my yard so that I could have tomorrow off! But alas still keep going.

My psych said that I was allowed a rest day that I didn’t have to be go go go everyday. But I feel better doing some stuff.

Ot should be. It’ll take a little while as there is a few pieces.

No I never thought of that but some of them have so many pieces that it’d be hard. I’ve got all these empty boxes that I have no idea what to do with them.

Im going to sort all my Lego onto shelves while I’m off and then I’ll take photos of what I have done!

I took this yesterday.. isn’t it a beautiful photo.

 

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The kids annoy Ruby @Captain24 Especially the little one. She'll pull Ruby, tug her, hug her so tight, 'walk' Ruby by holding her ear... we have to watch the little one like a hawk. She's explosive with poor Ruby.

That photo of Ruby is phenomenal! Wow!

I'll wait to see how your lego sorting goes. I'd love to see it!

Just a heads up, I'm logging off early tonight. I'm going to help my sis prep for my niece's bday. I'm not sure if I'm working on Sunday. I don't think I am.

Nope. I just checked. I'm not working. So maybe I can use that time to GSD (get sh*t done!)

I'll be around until about 7pm. So still another hour or so.

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