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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Yes, absolutely - I feel I got lucky. I only moved 6 months ago, so I am dreading the packing again haha @Captain24

Damn, that is a LOT! I would struggle to remember that much choreography. Music and lyrics are a little easier for me. Did you sing too?

Awww that is so sweet. I saw the picture you just posted, very bloody cute.

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I just posted one of Jett too @AuntGlow

I don’t sing very well. My teacher use to tell me to mime. If the others weren’t singing loud enough she would tell me to sing and then tell them to sing louder so that she couldn’t hear me!

Yeah lots of choreography.. so yes I did make the odd mistake. 😂

I was lucky. The last time I moved wasn’t really stressful. I was in a place with low rent so I continued to rent while I moved into my house. I moved car load by car load and unpacked each car load so when my furniture arrived I had pretty much unpacked everything. It was the easiest move I’ve had.

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@tyme Do you feel that?

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Yeah @Captain24 , I do feel that. How'd you know???

I just saw the photos of your babies. Their fur is WOW! Never seen more perfect fur!

On my work desk, I have 4 bright orange sitcky notes. My accountability will check-in tomorrow to check that I've crossed off at least 6 things on those lists tomorrow - wish me luck!

How ar eyou feeling about your psych appt tomorrow?

Also, why does Pix get runny bums after bones? Does that mean it's not good for her?

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Cause I felt it too @tyme and we are so similar.

Ok 6 things! I will check.

My psych appointment should be ok. I’m not sure what to talk about. My lack of memory and I feel like I’m losing cognitive function, my never being good enough thoughts, my constant failings or just see where it goes.

They do have good fur. They are fed a pretty good diet though. Pix has a sensitive stomach so a lot of stuff causes it. It’ll just be tomorrow that she will need bum washes. I’ve given her medication for it and I’ll give her another dose at breakfast and it should calm it down a little.

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Alright-o, 6 things it is @Captain24 ! (fingers crossed i get it done!)

Thanks so much Accountability Bud!

I'll see you tomorrow and we can check in then re your psych appt.. and everything else!

My brain is frazzled and fried nowadays!

Good night!

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Good luck!! @tyme

Have a good night and talk tomorrow.

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My psych is going away for 8 weeks 😢

What am I going to do? She said she can set someone else up to cover that time but I won’t know them.

Im really worried

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oh no!! i'm so sorry to hear she'll be away for a while @Captain24 when does she head off on her leave?

how do you feel about having a 'cover' psych for the 8 weeks? are there any things in specific that you're worried about (and maybe we can chat through it to see if there's something that can be done)?

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