I can’t cope

I’m working for the next 3 days so I won’t be home until 8. @tyme. If you’re starting early and taking the kids out I guess you are finishing early. I’ll see you on Sunday if you’re about?

Geez! After reading your post, I was thinking what day it was! I'm so lost. Lemme check.

Okay. I start at 1pm tomorrow then I'll be off around 6 or 7pm.

I'm not working Sunday.

But for next week, I'll be on Monday evening around 6 or 7pm. So I guess Monday?

Otherwise, I can just pop in from time to time to see how you and others are going 🙂 @Captain24

Speak soon! Onwards and upwards!

Thanks so much for the chat.

Thanks for tonight and for your support. I can’t do this in my own @tyme.

Ill be on nightshift Monday and Tuesday but ill be around Wednesday if you are free

Yes. I believe I will be around on Wed, but not until late again. See you whenever @Captain24 !

morning @Captain24 hope your night shifts go smoothly 💗

Hit a motherf’ing roo this morning and it went under my car now I have bits hanging off. Hopefully it’s not to much damage cause I have to drive it for the next 5 days. I’m f’ing pissed off. @Jynx

@Captain24 omg!! So intense, so scary, and I always feel awful if I hit something. Are you doing ok? Bit shaken but unharmed, I hope!

I dont give a shit if I hit a too but I do other things @Jynx. Yeah shaken and pissed off. I’m not hurt. I just didn’t need it. I don’t need to feel the way I do. I don’t want to. I want to feel better. I’m hating on life right now. I really wish that it would end. That I don’t have to do life anymore.

Is it one of those things where like, you were already at your limit @Captain24 and this pushed you over the edge?

Hugs darling. So rough.

Are you worried about your safety tonight? Email check in?

My bucket of shit was already full and this over flowed it. @Jynx. I also have my period which was 3 weeks late. I’m pissed off that they cancelled my admission. Just hating everything.

Hmm I don’t know.