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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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No, i haven't seen the above post. I'll look now! Sounds exciting! If I don't 'see' you before you go to work, I'll see you tomorrow @Captain24

Please take care. Onwards and upwards!

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@Captain24 wrote:

It’s not even 11 yet and I have done all my housework including washing the floors. I’ve had a shower and made my bed. I’ve been grocery shopping and packed it all away. Just waiting for the dishwasher to finish.

Im about to drop the dogs off and go to bed to get ready for nightshifts.

Im a little big proud of myself.


WOW!!!

Honestly, how MUCH housework do you have? Your house must be absolutely spotless to the T!

Congrats and well done. I can feel your breath of fresh air lol @Captain24

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More to the point, is how can one person make so much mess! @tyme But yes my house is pretty clean. That’s why I got it done pretty quickly. I didn’t have the motivation and I probably never will (my GPs words) but I talked myself into it. Usually it’s just dishes and stuff I’ve dumped in the bench. But also all the grass that the dogs bring in and dog hair everywhere.

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I'm so happy for you that you've been able to feel so accomplished today. It makes a huge difference to feel that from within!

Oh yeah! Dog hair! I can't HANDLE pet hair. I can barely stand my own hair! It's like when you are eating, and you see some animal hair has flown into your food.... eww!

So I'm guessing that both your dogs lose a lot of hair? @Captain24 That must be so hard to clean.

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It does and it’s good cause my house looks clean and you can see the effort. @tyme. I’m going to do it again while my work clothes are washing on Monday. So I start my break clean!

Jett loses much more hair than Pix. They don’t lose as much as my old chihuahua though, she was short haired. So kind like the hair of a jack russell. I’ve got dog hair on everything!

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Anyway if off now. Talk to you when I see you. Have a good weekend @tyme

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Hey @Jynx

Just wanted to pop in and tell you I did something spontaneous this morning.

I got in the car and decided to drive the other way home from work! There would have been to much traffic on the normal road as there is a massive event on. I thought if you when I took the other turn off!

Anyway. I’m going to bed now. I may pop in if I have time before work.

Oh and ps.. I’m feeling really good!!!!

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Heya @Captain24 , Hope everything went okay!

I'm glad you've been feeling 'good'!

Please know I'm thinking of you. I won't see you till possibly Monday.

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Aww yay @Captain24 that warms me to hear!! SPONTANEITY FOR THE WINNNN hehehe

Remember that quote? "Please notice when you are happy." Look at you go! And remember, if/when it fades, as all feelings tend to do, it doesn't mean anything bad or that you have failed!! It's all about enjoying the moment, and having faith that you will feel this way again 😊

I didn't see if you posted pics of Pix bday yet? No rush of course!! I just don't want to miss them hehe

😊💜

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I don’t feel so good right now @Jynx @tyme. I’m really tired and have a pounding headache.

I posted Pix photos on Monday. You may have to scroll through to find them or I can re-add them if you like.

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