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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I am. @AuntGlow. There isn’t anything good about me. Nothing.

I think I’ll take my meds and go to bed.

Sorry I have been bothering you.

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AuntGlowModerator

Re: I can’t cope

You are a wonderfully kind and courageous human - you're doing your best every day and we love getting to connect with you (so you better be back tomorrow! hehe).

I trust that you will take your medication correctly and get some good rest. But if you feel you are unable to, can you promise to call Lifeline?

Our overnight team will also be here to support you @Captain24. 💛

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I don’t see it at all. @AuntGlow.

No.. I won’t call but I’m in bed now anyway

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 I think our shifts don't quite line up right now and you might be at work at the moment, but I like getting to log on and see your messages in the morning. That's the beauty of the forums hey? We can still have a chat even when our schedules don't line up 😊

I hope today's shift is a bit easier for you.

Have you been having time for your hobbies lately? I feel like we haven't spoken about that in a while and I'd love an update on any things you've been doing! I've been doing a bit of knitting myself. I was knitting myself a cardigan but I've put that aside for now and have been knitting some things for my newest baby niece who is due in the next two weeks. The best thing about knitting baby stuff is that it's quick to knit because it's so tiny!

Anyway, I'll chat to you later!

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rav3nSenior Contributor

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hi @Captain24 been thinking of you, hope you're doing okay 💗

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AuntGlowModerator

Re: I can’t cope

How are things feeling for you today? @Captain24 💛

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thanks @rav3n. I’ve just gotten home from work. I think you have finished though

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rav3nSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

i am finishing up soon but i'll be back tomorrow, hopefully we can chat then 💙

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I’ll be around until 12 tomorrow morning then I go to bed for nightshift tomorrow night. @rav3n

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @AuntGlow

Thank you for checking in. It does mean a lot

Ive not long walked in the door. It’s so windy and so cold. It’s a feels like 1.2 degrees.Its been overcast and gloomy all day. It doesn’t help my mood. I need some sunshine to lift me a little.

Now it’s dark and it adds to the darkness in me.

Im not really feeling ok. I feel tired and drained and really low. I cried at work today. Just in the truck on my own.

It’s to dark and miserable

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