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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Thank you for allowing me to see that it’s ok to not get out of bed @Ru-bee. I have less judgement on myself now for lying here and not getting anything done. Thank you for your support. You have been really supportive and I appreciate that.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I think it’s time to make that phone call
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Ru-beeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Hey @Captain24 are you giving a crisis line a call?
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Ru-beeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Oh and I just wanted to let you know that I'm sending out an email with info about the newsletter, but please don't feel you need to read it today. I can check in with you about it later on in the week, or even next week. Just focus on keeping yourself safe tonight @Captain24
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I’m on hold
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I’m talking now @Ru-bee
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Ru-beeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Really proud of you for making that call @Captain24 I know it's really hard to do.
I also wanna say thanks for letting me be here for you today. I do finish soon but @AuntGlow will be here if you need to talk after your call.
Take care 💜
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I’ve finished the call @Ru-bee@AuntGlow. I was honest and said what I was planning on doing. My distress levels are a little bit lower now and I’m suppose to call them back in an hour. I have to feed the dogs, have a shower and put something comfy on and watch TV. That’s the plan so far.
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tymeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Heya @Captain24 !
Things are tough?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Hey @tyme
Good to see you.
Yeah.. really tough. You know it’s bad when I actually call for help.
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