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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Very dark

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JynxModerator

Re: I can’t cope

@Captain24 what doesn't feel as chore-like at the moment?

Chain mail is like the protective silver mesh stuff that knights would wear with their armour!!

Like dis

Your head still darkening eh hun? Please do be gentle with yourself, it's not your fault your brain runs on habit!

I will bid you a restful night, and catch ya tomoz 😊

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s really hard as everything feels like a chore. Even getting out of bed. Everything that I did this morning was an actual chore. I don’t do anything for myself but I don’t even know what that would be. @Jynx

That looks interesting. 🤔

Darkening a lot!

See ya tomorrow

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 that one-two combo of apathy and exhaustion is nuts ay.

How's your Sunday?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Heya @Jynx

I woke up with my period this morning so I’m in a hell of a lot of pain which in unusual. I have to assume it’s due to my age.

I went to the markets this morning and grab the dog treats that the treat man brought over for me.

I went grocery shopping. I didn’t do very well. I got 2 packets of turtle chips, 3 packets of other chips, 3 packets of Tim tams, 2 blocks of chocolate, 1 packet of caramel chews, 3 tins of condensed milk and 1 packet of curly wurlies. Oh and a loaf of bread and a carton of eggs.

Note to self: don’t go food shopping on the first day!

I’ve just had a nap and had it unmedicated!

It’s really cold here, we didn’t make double digits.

How’s your Sunday?

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 omg MOOOOOD I end up having sooo many snaccidents on my period 😅

unmedicated nap, nice!! Wake up refreshed or like... 'what year is it'? 🤣

Oh frosty!! Yes my heater has been on all day 🫣 future me gonna be mad when they get the bill!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I actually woke up refreshed @Jynx.

I haven’t eaten any of them yet.

Im not really going very well. I'm having some pretty heavy thoughts.

My heater has been on all day too. It’s really bitter here. I don’t mentally cope very well in the cold.

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tymeModerator

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Guess what @Captain24 @Jynx ?

My sister came home with a HUGE bag of turtle chips yesterday. She got it from Costco.

The bag standing up reaches my thigh... that's how big it is!!!!

She bought the sweet corn flavour. I've never tried it.

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BowSenior Contributor

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I found a bag of the chocolate ones in the back of the cupboard today @tyme

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